I wrote this after again associating bad weather with pain.
A painful heart was matched by a very cold day with dull overcast skies.
Also - I'd recently read some philosophy of what it is to "be" and not know anything else.
Everything is going to plan and you are happy and optimistic.
Then comes a day when it all goes downhill.
At this point, a cold day can make all your feelings and thoughts worse.
You've lost someone, thing or hope.
You may even have lost a bit of yourself somehow.
Your mind is doing it though, not anyone else or thing.
Your ideas for the future are changing, morphing into something not readily recognisable.